Page 9 (Memories)

TRUE MEMORY

can you give me the meaning of that?

I've once heard this before..

"To find your true memory means to lose it and to lose your true memory means to find it"

So how can we find it?

Some say that your true memory can change you forever.

Memories are cruel

Your true memory may even lie to you.

Please think it over again before you put those stuffs and sceneries as your memories.

Last night, I shed my tears just because of my memories.

They're sharper than knife.

Harder than the steel.

It's hurt.. really hurt..

Hurter than the backstabber

No one knows about me..

They can't feel the agony that I'm feeling right now.

Can't have any bestfriend.

Maybe some of them think that I've already had a perfect life.

But in fact, they're totally wrong about they're concept. why?? coz their memories are deceiving them..

I'm sleeping in this endless river of sadness..

This loneliess is killing me softly but sure.

It's sucks !!

I have ever thought about suicide..

I know it's sin

The kind of sin that cannot be forgiven..

But still I don't want to foolishly end up my life just because of my problems..

GOD will be mad to me if I do that.

now..

what if my memories dissapear??

or even more..

What if there's no me??

-end of book 2- (the endless river of sadness)


to be continued