Page 3 (Fate "continued from chapter 7 of the unfold memories")

I was chatting with my friends at one night.

But my friends didn't answer my messages..

I was texting my friends at one night.

But they didn't answer my sms either..

I met my friends at one day...

But they were showing their hypocrite face to me at that day.

This is the proof that everybody that has known me will leave me..

I don't wan this to happen again..

F*CK IT!!!

I hate myself so damnly as even more than someone that hates his worst enemy

Eventhough the city is crowd of people,

The class is full of students..

I still feel lonely somehow coz I can't express myself freely.

Humans eat to live.

Machines must be stayed plugged to keep alive.

Plants need water and earth to live.

But me??

I don't nee food, water, electricity, warm house or anything else anymore as long as I have someone that don't leave me and care about me after that person knows about my trueself..

As the mirror reflects my body, I'm starting to think slowly...

"How if the whole universe knows me?"
"What will happen if there's someoe who spreads my secrets?"
"If my bestfriends find out about me, I can't live any longer."

My friend stopped using the service.
-That's the reason why I had stopped using th service as well..

It is hard to believe on someone that we haven't really know that peerson fo sure.

please..

I really mean it for sure..

PLEASE.....!!!!!

help me out from this misery..

I don't wanna fall any further.

I don't know whom to ask again.

I really don't have anyone.