Page 5 (Conciousness)

Conciousness...

That's all that I have to stay alive until today.

When will this agony stop?

The thiefs had taken the passport of the yellowmoon river..

I think the time has almost come for me to stop my disguise.

Time.. Please tell me when you are going to pick me up.

so I can easily pack my belongings before I go.

Oh moon... please shine upon me.

Shine for me brighter, brighter, and even brighter than the sun.

So I would not lose my conciousness..

I want to stay awake in this tiny litte world.

The small box of my heart had been opoened and I don't know how to fill its emptyness..

Rain doesn't have the ability to stop my sadness

Long time ago, kiss the rain and rain could washed up my sadness,

but now I can't stopo it again because it's getting worse..

My sickness is not a normal one..

My heart has been paralyzed since five years ago.

It's not easy to move freely

I can barely breath nowadays..

My paralyzed heart is getting worse.

Why I don't have any bestfriend or lover?

Coz my paralyzed heart had paralyzed my feelings too..

I can't have the feelings of love, caring, friendship, and loyalty.

I can't live any longer in this pain.

No body can cure me coz I have tried all medicines as well.

I think, only miracle can cure the broken heart of me.

I lay my back at the grass of the open wide grass land.

I considered myself concious..

I'm still here..

I haven't fainted yet..

I'm still awake..

Aware of the situations around me.

So long friends..

Prosperous amour..